my heart has thawed and continues to beat

last night was the most fun i've had in so long.
i loved giggling with you. we were in our own world.
i love that you and i have the same stupid sense of humor.

and out of everyone i've met, it's you i can't forget.

i feel like you have an altered image of who i am.
there is a lot more to me than a drunken hook up.
i don't expect a relationship, but i want to get to know you.
and i would like for you to know who i am as a person.
i like that you do your own thing, i don't want to see you everyday.
but it'd be nice to see you during the week and not just the weekends.
when i got back in contact with you, my intention was to be friends.
us sleeping together is inevitable.
we have amazing chemistry.
you get my stupid humor, and add to it.
i value the time i spend with you.

but i like you because you are true blue.

mama tells me i shouldn't bother, that i ought to stick to another man. a man that surely deserves me, but i think you do.

i want you to be genuine with how you feel about me.
i don't want to be someone you fuck when you feel like.
if that's all i am, i want this to end.
i actually, really like you.
i think about you every day.
i don't think it's infatuation, i've felt like this for a year now.

besides, maybe this time is different. i mean, i really think you like me.

why do you spoil me?
ohh, i don't know.
yeah, you do.

it was a good lay

you are free you are free you are freezing

apartment. 3,000. job. school. alaska.